What???

LOL!  So,  I just received an e mail notification ... 2 of my posts from months ago, WAIT, one of them was from last year, just posting now?      and my "posts list"  is finally working again, I see!

Dear Blogger:

If you would fix ALL of the many issues your site has, I would probably blog a little more often!  As it  is due to my frustration with your site as to why I have lost interest, and my patience with blogging!

Have a nice day! 

Some Free Time

So, in my post on January 23rd, 2011 titled "Busy",  I said I would write about my school experience when I find some free time. lol  Well, today is March 14th, 2012...  I found some!   More than a year later, today, I have nothing better do do than dust off my blog, and see if it still works lol.  It has been a very long time since I have been here.  I have been extremely busy with school, and when I do get some free time, blogging is not high on my priority list. I plan to change that in the next few months.  Graduation is just around the corner, and I am so happy!   I have had a love/ hate relationship with school for the past year 1/2 now...

Message from Steven

Forty

40 is awesome! 

   Today a classmate of mine heard me say to another classmate, " I like getting older..." With a strange grin that implied I was crazy, he asked "why?"  I explained how I didn't like my teen years, or my 20's so much.  For me, I really starting enjoying being me... around 30ish.  I was not happy in my teen years, or 20's...   there was too much drama...  it was too hard to be someone everyone else wanted me to be.  I was at the center of a circle that was dysfunctional, and found myself always aimed toward some kind of broken place... now looking back, it was because I was broken, and didn't know how to fix me...so I tried to fix everything, and everyone else.